倪安東(Anthony Neely) - Sorry That I Loved You

FOR ALL OF THE TIMES, THAT I TRIED FOR YOUR SMILE

FOR MAKING YOU THINK, THAT I WAS WORTH THE WHILE

SO YOUR LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE LOVE WOULD BE MINE

FOR SENDING YOU FLOWERS, AND HOLDING YOUR HAND

THAT NO ONE WAS THERE, TO TAKE A STAND

BUT THEN LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, MADE US BLIND

AND I’M SO SORRY THAT I HURT YOU, SORRY THAT I FELL THROUGH

SORRY I WAS FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU

I’M SORRY THAT IT CAME TRUE, BUT SORRY DOESN’T TURN BACK TIME

FOR ALL THAT I HAVE DONE TO YOU, I WISH THAT I COULD MAKE IT RIGHT

SO SORRY THAT I LOVED YOU, SORRY THAT I NEEDED YOU, SORRY THAT I HELD YOU TIGHT

AND I’M SO SORRY FOR…

MAKING YOU LOVE ME, AND SAYING GOODBYE

FOR BEING THE ONE, THAT TAUGHT YOU HOW TO CRY

IT WAS LOVE, LOVE, LOVE AND IT PASSED, US BY

FOR GIVING YOU EVERY THING, THAT YOU DREAMED

FOR TAKING IT BACK, WHEN I FLED THE SCENE

SORRY LOVE, FOR WASTING YOUR TIME

AND I’M SO SORRY THAT I HURT YOU, SORRY THAT I FELL THROUGH

SORRY I WAS FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU

I’M SORRY THAT IT CAME TRUE, BUT SORRY DOESN’T TURN BACK TIME

FOR ALL THAT I HAVE DONE TO YOU, I WISH THAT I COULD MAKE IT RIGHT

SO SORRY THAT I LOVED YOU, SORRY THAT I NEEDED YOU, SORRY THAT I HELD YOU TIGHT

AN APOLOGY NOW, AFTER ALL OF THIS TIME, WON’T MAKE ANY DIFFERENCE TONIGHT

BUT I’M HOPING “I’M SORRY” WILL OPEN YOUR MIND, TO LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE IN YOUR LIFE

AND I’M SO SORRY THAT I HURT YOU, SORRY THAT I FELL THROUGH

SORRY I WAS FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU

I’M SORRY THAT IT CAME TRUE, BUT SORRY DOESN’T TURN BACK TIME

FOR ALL THAT I HAVE DONE TO YOU, I WISH THAT I COULD MAKE IT RIGHT

SO SORRY THAT I HURT YOU, SORRY THAT I FELL THROUGH, SORRY I WAS FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU

I’M SORRY THAT IT CAME TRUE, BUT SORRY DOESN’T TURN BACK TIME

I’M SORRY THAT I LOVED YOU, I’M SORRY THAT I HURT YOU

I’M SO SORRY THAT I LOVED YOU, I’M SO SORRY THAT I HURT YOU

SORRY THAT I LOVED YOU

*Video courtesy to YouTube

*Lyrics courtesy to SingKLyrics.com

A day to relax

20 January 2011 - Thursday - Sunny - 2134


It is Thaipusam today, and I have a day off. So, according to what I planned ahead, I bathed little Blackie, clean up his room, change his "mattress", and do have some fun with him. My sis gave him a pacifier as he keeps on biting our fingers and toes.

After that, my mum and I went to bring my niece back from school and sending her to taska day care centre. Then, we went to saloon to do our hair. My mum curled her hair 2 days ago, and then she said she wants to dye some color on it. haha!! So, I decided to trim my hair & touch-up the black hair to blonde.

Tomorrow Friday, and I'm flying off to KL again, to meet my bie & to take my new phone HTC Desire HD. Hooray!! I miss my bie so much .. hehe .. Can't wait to meet him. We plan for some activities for this weekend, to spend our time together. Hopefully nothing clash and I'm sure we will have a great time together ^_^


20 January 2011 - Thursday - Sunny - 2147

Thaipusam 2011

19 January 2011 - Wednesday - Cloudy - 2211


Tomorrow is Thaipusam, a festive season celebrated by Indians, and its a public holidays for certain states in Malaysia. I'm not working tomorrow due to my company is using the KL calendar. So, I got the chance to do a lot of things by tomorrow then. But however, I'm not going to celebrate it though.. Just going to use this day to do something beneficial to me and myself!


First, I want to cut my hair as my front hair grow longer and longer, and now its a mess =.=||| I tried to cut it by going to saloon on last Sunday but almost all the saloons were fully occupied. So, I have no choice but have to wait until tomorrow, while Kuching people are working and then I go and cut my hair/


Second, I'm going to bath little Blackie & tidy up his "room". ^_^ And I'm going to have fun with him as well for the whole day, to foster our relationship!! HAHAHA XD Of course, I'm going to take pictures with him as well, to show to my bie bie to see how cute is our Blackie ^^


These 2 are my priorities for the moment, and I think that's for all what I'm going to do for tomorrow.


19 January 2011 - Wednesday - Cloudy - 2222

New Added Family Member in 2011

16 January 2011 - Sunday - Sunny - 1538


This morning I went to Sunday market with mama & sister to buy some fruits. While they were choosing the best fruits among the stalls, I heard puppies crying. So I started to search for the puppies and then I found them. There are around 6 or 7 of them, in an empty vegetable basket, trying to get out from the basket. I think they are only few weeks old, as their eyes are still covered by a layer of white layer (don't know what the thing called).


My sister and I were attracted by the puppies, and were discussing which puppy shall we take it home. The seller is selling them at price of RM 10 each, 3 for RM 15 and 4 for RM 16. We decided to take one home, and   then my mama disagreed with us, and stand far away from the puppies. However, sister & I still take one which is Blackie, to be with us.

He was quite dirty, so the first thing I did to him when we brought him home is to bath him with warm water. My mama was so generous that asked me to use the Johnson & Johnson baby bath to bath him. After that, I made a glass of warm milk for him, Fernleaf milk powder for age 1 baby !! hahahaha XD

So now, I have a newly added family member --> Blackie <-- , and my bie have 2 hamster --> Mon-mon & Nie-nie <-- .. hehe ^^ both of us have new pets for the year 2011, to keep us accompany when we are apart.

16 January 2011 - Sunday - Sunny - 1555

Unexplained feelings ...

I know its your freedom to go out and to go home at anytime you want, but reaching home early in the morning isn't a good thing to be practiced. I'm worried every time when I go to bed, as I do not know what time you will be going home. I keep on waking up in the middle of the night to check my phone, to see if there's miss-call or unread messages telling me that you are actually safe to home.

Friday Report

14 January 2011 - Friday - Rainy - 2121

Its the end of the working days, but the rains seems like never stop working, and yet its so hardworking that it never take MC for weeks. The result of this makes some dark spot in Kuching has been suffer from flood. Sun, please do come out for a few days and do not let the rain take over the sky.

Shits happened. I turn out to be a betrayer to my company at the situation that I was blinded. I accidentally leaked some useful information to one of our competitor. I’m really sorry to my company and my colleagues. Please do accept my sincerest apology.

CNY coming soon, another 3 weeks more. And I’m going to collect my new phone,HTC Desire HD, soon! Hopefully I can really get it before CNY.

❤ Damon Bie ❤

I miss you so much. I’m so glad that you actually mis-thought that I were flying to meet you tonight, as this shows that how much you are obsessed with me! Well, I do hope that I can fly though, but perhaps we have to be patience and wait till the time we meet next time ya! =D

Yes, I do keep recall back the time we spent together in December, almost 3 weeks we spent our time together. We went shopping, movie, and most importantly enjoy great food together !! Even though we did not spend for luxurious food, which I do not desire as well, but I feel blissful for what we have together.

我知道有时候我很任性

我知道有时候我很不讲理

但这并不代表我不爱你

只是有时候我想向你撒娇

而且也只有你有这个权利

Out of idea to continue blogging. I think that’s all for this post. Good night & have a happy weekend everyone! =)

14 January 2011 - Friday - Rainy - 2154

Quarterly Report?

Just something to report for the past few months :

八月，我还在摇脚，就所谓的 goyang kaki

九月，我开工了，在一间叫做 WTC Int’l 的公司做 Sales

十月，我终于从 UMS 毕业了

十一月，工作压力成为我生命中的一大部分

十二月，完成了公司的第一项任务，去了在 KL 的 events （7-15 Dec）

发生了很恐怖的一件事情，但谢谢有你的陪伴

而这也造就了我跟他过后的缘分

是的，我在十二月尾圣诞节的时候，开始了一段新恋情 （24-28 Dec）

然后因为政府突然宣布31号是公共假期，我又飞去跟他见面 （30 Dec - 2 Jan）

Damon

谢谢你让我遇见你

跟你在一起的日子，我真的很开心

虽然说只是平平淡淡的日子

但对我来说

有你真心的爱和陪伴

就已经足够了

我要的其实很简单，我只要简单的幸福

我不要餐餐大鱼大肉，却过得不开心

在圣诞和新年的那两个星期里

你让我知道了什么叫做幸福

我希望以后的日子

有你继续陪伴着我

过着简单幸福的日子

❤ 我爱你 ❤

New thing(s) in 2011

Its the beginning of year 2011, and I gain a lot even though its just 15 of January today.

For leisure side, I'm going to use this blog as my new blog and terminating the Friendster blog. The reason is I have too much of exposed feeling in the previous blog and I know my bie (Damon) won't feel good after reading all the post. So, I'm going to have this new blog for him.

For career side, I want to keep my last cycle performance and bring it to every cycle. I don't wanna lose. The feeling of being S.T.R.E.S.S.E.D. really not a good feeling to enjoy. I really understand how my colleagues felt in last cycle.

For family side, I hate people keeps on quarreling everyday in my house. I don't care who you are, but whenever you start a fight, I will sure fight it back to you.

Nothing to say much for this morning, just want to have a good kick start for the year 2011.

More updates coming, perhaps?