A very long time I didn't update my blog, more than a year ago.
Well, just an update here to recap 2018 for myself. Nothing major, but had a heartbreaking period of time whereby my father suffered a mild stroke while I was away from home, the phone call from home breaks my heart and mind instantly. I never expect things like this to happen on my father, to my family. But thankfully he was sent to the hospital immediately and I have my siblings to help to look out for my parents.
I then flew back to home after I made arrangement for my job's responsibilities, I tried so hard not to cry when I saw my father at home despite he has speedy recovery. I have been away from home for such a long time, sometimes just make a few phone calls to home, when it comes to an emergency case like this, I've failed being a daughter. They are always there for me, but I couldn't make it there for them whenever they need me.
Home, is where I live for permanently. A sense of belonging is always there, no matter where I am. But I hardly have the same feeling here in Peninsular. I am trying, but it is difficult. Things are different, people are different, cultures even different. I am still trying, I hope I can make it one day.
Not much changes apart from the above mentioned issue, 2018 has been going normal for me. I hope there will be a better 2019 ahead for me and my family.
